oldie but goodie from multiple sources (sophia, tc, etc.)

go to google and type the word "failure" then click on im feeling lucky...check out what comes out.

i'm gonna miss the permissions and access to commands i had in the unix shell while working @ the computing center. i won't need to ssh into unix anymore.

i don't know why i'm having such problems with the bureaucracy at school this year, but i've get to get my student loans fixed by next week, along with my health insurance, and my paycheck. i feel like i'm @ nyu all over again... ok i'm exaggerating... nyu was a bit worse.

i need to sign up... and rent a board. i decided that i'm going to start snowboarding this year. i want to try it out as i've only ever been a skier. i've gotta start prepping my butt for a hard 2 weeks or so when the season starts.

ok... study time. it's been a couple months since i've pulled an all-nighter... hopefully i'll stay up.

ah, the return of a familiar rivalry. i absolutely LOVE looking at the box score of a toronto-buffalo game (even if it is preseason), penalty after penalty after penalty. all bets are off when it comes to hockey and our 2 cities. i sure am looking forward to this season (moreso as the bills look like they are about to tank).

just have to make it to thursday... then i can sleep a little bit.

wisconsin 23
michigan 20

the only thing that could make my day better would be if i got an email from my professors cancelling my 2 exams next week... or maybe an email from a co-worker saying they're able to take my 2 shifts on wed so i can study some more (of course the last 2 shifts i'm working @ the computing center are scheduled the day before a HUGE biochem exam).

i definitely have adhd, whether or not it's severe i don't know. i'd like to try adderall, next time i go and see the doc, i'm gonna ask for an rx.

plus it would help me study, and since there are lots of students using it as a study aid, it leaves me at a disadvantage because i sure as hell can't concentrate when i study.

it's been a long time since i've made an actual entry, and my blog was just looking crappy. i figured i'd give it some form. you know, i had plans for this thing... i was gonna do stuff with it... but then i got busy and everything got put onto the back burner. plus i think i got a case of the "fear"... about being super connected. so... anyways i'm still busy so i don't know when i'm gonna get to a redesign which will make this place seem ok with me. i guess i'll just go generic until then... but still post some entries.

ugh, it's getting a bit ridiculous now. i'm @ a little over 25 hours a week split between 2 jobs, PLUS 17 credits of school, PLUS no sleep. by the end of next week i'll be down to only 1 job, and no more working on weekends or after 6pm... more time for studying... which i really need to do. i think i figured when i was working 3 jobs over the summer @ 60 hours a week, i'd be used to the constant busy thing... and i could just jump back into school and handle it as long as i cut some hours back. that is not the case.

one of the things i like about being home... when i go out... there's always a stockpile of blue and molson.

wow... it's almost the end of sept... time sure does fly.

"Wait near the end of September. Wait for some stars to show. Try so hard not to remember what all empty playgrounds know: that sympathy is cruel. Reluctant jester or simpering fool. But six feet off the highway, our bare legs stung with wheat, we'll dig a hole and bury all we could not defeat, and say that we'll stay for one more year." -The Weakerthans

so that's it. the quiet relaunch.